My Resolution

2007-04-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

dun wanna delete this blog.cos it has memories of the past.haha.ask me if u want my new blog url.muahaha.=)bye!

2007-04-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

its all about making music.throw away all the negatives thoughts and just enjoy the song.take today as something to spur us on .wipe the tears away and a mega-watt smile would reveal itself.its just the last leg of the race.strive hard and we will be able to achieve our goal!=)
this would be the last post of this blog.gonna change my blog!=)

2007-03-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

im so tired.im like falling asleep as i type my letters.well, it was my last sports day in tk.although it wasnt really that nice but well i enjoyed myself!just the ice cream part.argh!u people!pls get ur facts right man!dun go around accusing people for things they did not do.argh!a terrific job to my oh so wonderful angelica, sandy and zhijun!u guys did ur very best!its okay if we din get into the top 3!4x4oom.i let u guys down.thanks eleanor, daphne tan and sam so so much.love u guys loads!u guys were really awesome.=)
dinner with nana and anqi after sports day.think we were laughing the entire time.it was really funny laughing at the ''joke''haha.can u believe it?we were lost at marina square.we had to resort to asking the security guard wheres the restaurants area.haha.
shall upload the pictures tmr.=)

2007-03-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

eventful day.first it was PE.i witnessed the most disgusting thing on earth.it made the four of us going EEEEWWWWW.yeah!EEEEEWWWWW.omg.mrs lim came in during econs period and kinda talked to us about our econs grades.and officially announced about the econs extra lessons on thurs.oh wells.assembly was like whoa!shall not elaborate on it.its really time to pull ur socks really high up kellyn!
its sports day tmr.omg.its the last sports day in TKGS.boo.gonna enjoy every moment of it man.take lots and lots of pictures!=)with us looking like houseflies!haha
damn it.decisions to be made again.

2007-03-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

amaths was really fun today.cnt help but to keep laughing at miss lee cos shes just so funny.once again, i would like to say that friends really brightens up my day a lot.i love every single one of u.=)
i feel so relax now that i know that what had happened doesnt bug me anymore.after all that had accumulated, i seriously do not care anymore.its difficult to let go but i will just do my best and whatever the outcome, i will just accept with a smile.=)

2007-03-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

oh man.im drowning in SS.ss sucks so much.bleah.

2007-03-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

whee.met up with the 4/2 people.catching up old times and had loads of fun!let the pictures do the talking!the guys better come next time.cos ur left william alone today.boos.pls come for the barbecue during nov!=)

___brought me tears over and over
again.seriously, i wanted to quit so many times.but i still hang on.hate being
stressed over ___.time and time again it repeats itself.im willing to give up and
just quit.because of this, im beginning to feel that its all my fault and im really not good
enough.im not even
fit to be what i am.

2007-03-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

what a day!lessons, remedial, choir.phew!toking to maine about a typical students lifestyle in school.or maybe mine and hers.start of the morning, we look forward to recess and salivate on the food we are gonna eat during recess.after recess we look forward to after school.then we look forward to the end of remedial and cca.tadah!thats the daily life of mine.unfortunately.
dunno why but maine and i got into a laughing fit again.guess its over tissue paper and lena's magazine.its just so difficult to stop laughing when i see shermaine.hahaha.
i wanna know when we are performing for SYF.band knows theirs already.pray hard man.
i will just lend u a listening ear.thats it.nothing else.
ignorance is bliss.

2007-03-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

first day of term 2 and im almost late for school.reached the class when the assembly music just ended.what a way to begin my day.all thanks to the freakin jam outside the school gate.wth.anyways its great to be back in school!guess friends seriously brighten up my day a lot.lots of laughter today.got high with maine during legacy!i teared!was laughing way too much.haha.
library will be my second home from now on.gonna study there when theres no activities after school.alright, someone tell me how im gonna ever finish my revision.

2007-03-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

choir workshop was terribly fun!omg.really enjoyed mr valesco conducting and comments.hes sucha cute and hilarious person!his actions are like super cartoon!and he taught us funny actions to improve our singing!=)
met eleanor at pp coincidentally.was waiting for the freakin bus to come and then someone tapped me!eleanor!haha.studied with her and joan a little then bussed back home.
so tired today...
it can be so tiring sometimes..

2007-03-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

okay..amaths in the morning.4 hours..well, i can say that at the last hour my brain was working at 80 percent usage.not bad.=)
met at pasir ris mrt.angelica, musfiraha and i treated ourselves to 4 scoops of ben and jerry ice cream.yummy.=)CIP at the spastic children school.well this made me realise how fortunate and blessed to have a perfectly healthy body.=)we performed two songs for them and it made them really happy and smiley!then musfirah and i spent our time screwing screws into some stuff meant to get screwed.get it?haha.and we did that for 1hour and musfirah almost fell asleep.haha.it was an awesome experience man!
okay my name is kellyn meano tan.

2007-03-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

whoa!a whole day of school!tired..and i still have piles and piles of homework to complete.omg.this sucks so much.what holiday is this?!bleah.CIP tmr at the spastic children Mo.hope that it will be fun!=)
all that i've done and this is what i get.yeah right.
learning how not to expect something from u is difficult.

2007-03-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

whoo!!!its eleanor;s birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING ELEANOR!!
amaths lesson was b..o.r..i..n..g..omg.then was chem.its was kinda slack tho.rushed home after that to complete the last part of the video and headed straight to eleanor's house.decorated her house with loads and loads of balloons!i hereby declare that I CAN BLOW BALLOONS!!well, i thought i coudnt but hey i proved myself wrong today!haha.so did daphne tan!=)whoohoo!oh and we blew 100 balloons but only burst like 5 of them.quite an achievement man!haha.
had lots of fun at elle's party today!the twister was damn funny.and eleanor's dad was seriously damn hilarious.he totally entertained us today.haha.and he came up with this name game which kinda malooed the guys.haha.cos they were forced to memorise our names and cca.haha.from today, i can prove one thing for the case of eleanor and her dad.like father like daughter!her mum is super funny too.
oh my.really tired now.and theres sch from 8 to 5 tmr.=(
oh one more thing!i mastered the skill of splitting a chicken with a knife and satay stick!=)

2007-03-11T17:39:00.000+08:00

bloddy computer!!!do u know how much i want to box and kick your right now??!!why do u have to hang at this time when im doin something so damn important!!!now i have to restart everything!!!!argh!!!!sat down for a whole 3h to complete it!and now its freaking all gone!!!!damn you!!!!

2007-03-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAINE CLOSEBEL!!!!
i kept to my promise of not suaning you today.so u are definitely not the universal idiot and a small little girl today!erhem.just for today.love the present we bought for her!=)love you lots girl!
bought the last TK doll.i was the last customer.somehow i managed to fish out 20bucks for my wallet.amazing.well after that i was left with a pathetic 4 bucks.granny was so fascinated with the tk doll hair.she was styling it!!like?!i cnt even be bothered with the hair.haha,grannys so cute.haha.
its the last day of school.well it aint a last day of school for me.cos i practically having day camp in school EVERYDAY of next week.wth!daddy went to shanghai ytd.cnt live without him man.haha.cos no 4 wheels to drive me around.=(feels so weird without someone to irritate me every now and then too.haiya.

2007-03-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

haets today.it was great man!was really damn nervous before the heats.i had to listen to my MP3 to spur me on.go go go!haha.WAY TO GO ELEANOR,SAM and DAPH!!U GUYS ROCK MAN.haha.
oh man too lazy to blog.bye!

2007-03-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

met jing hui on the bus ytd!!=)glad to hear that shes doin fine and my dear joyce is still the same never change a bit except the intellectual side of her.haha.omg and jing hui is in NCC air and she actually SCOLDS her beng junior!shes like so soft spoken and gentle.haha.totally cnt believe it.was a blind bat last night.cos my contacts had some problem and i threw the left side away and relied on my right eye for my vision.oh wells.
heats tmr.this is so sickening.i will just die tmr.really not a short distance kind of person.went to stadium with daddy in the evening and ran the 4oom.daddy say it wasnt fast enough.ahhh.omg.=(
totally not looking forward for school tmr.haiya.

2007-03-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

the pressure of doing well for studies became too overwhelming lately.well i guess i just let it all out today.all that had accumulated for the past few weeks.i let it all out after amaths.what mis lui said wasnt that nice either and perhaps i just snapped like a rubber band that was stretched too tightly.
the netball lost their match today by merely one goal.but its okay!we know that we are as good as our opponent and claim the title back during the nationals!!go vyl!go cihui!go netballers!!
maine, joan,violet, eleanor,vyl!!u guys are the best and i love u guys so so much!
cheer up ger!we assured each other that things will take a turn for he better right?haha
cried after a maths.cos what miss lui said was really damn sarcastic.and she made it sound like i put in no effort in doing well at all.like wth does she knows.and now i feel like its true that i put in no effort and so bloody useless.tok to mummy after choir and cried again.in fact i felt lousier after toking to her cos she was like so nice to me.well, like what mummy said.i should prove miss lui wrong and prove to myself that i am capable.

2007-02-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

damn.i hate making decisions especially making IMPORTANT decisions.so i resorted to asking the book of answers.and it gave me a whole load of nonsense.shoudnt have bought that book in the first place man.recess was terrible!gosh!cnt juniors like respect seniors?5 of us wanted french fries so badly kay.i was like so delighted to know that i will be having fries for recess!but then the lower sec bought all the fries and the auntie gotta fry the fries for us which taken a hell lot of time.then this fat sec 3 girl cut the queue!!!wth!!i said politely:excuse me, i think we came first.she freakin ignored me and claimed that she was forced to be in the queue and she wasnt buying any fries.duh she wasnt cos she ask her friend to buy for her what.being bigger in size, she was like pushing her damn way thru.push squeeze push!!!wah!we were all damn pissed.u know when joan gets pissed..erm yeah.haha.the sec three told her friends that joan was a STUPID DOG!!!WTH!call her stupid dog?!i dun even think u have the rights to call her that!!well that was my oh so wonderful recess.
heats tmr.damn afraid.pls let me run fast and not die after running 2oom.

2007-02-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

i love barbecue!!!angel and people came over today.had barbecue!whoohoo!love the prawns and everything.before they came, i had the whole table of ofood to myself.and after they left, i continued with the leftovers and ate to my heart content.mmm.haha.went for piano after that.

the oh so golden pig.

the latest housefly sunglasses!(my dad bought it)

i love u piggy!!

2007-02-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

the last 3 days of school was like total crap.inone of the things went smoothly and was even deprive of little things that could perhaps cheer me up a little?a very good example.i was deprived of my old chang kee curry puff.came hm ytd, and there wasnt any lunch so i thought of my curry puff.then as soon as i stepped into the house, my granny had to say," NO MORE!I ATE IT UP!''(in chinese)ahhh.she dun usually eat curry puff and she ate mine ytd!of all days, it got to be ytd.theres goes my delicious curry puff.wth.so i made sandwich instead.which ended up on the floor cos i dropped it.wth.at night, when was closing the door, i kiap my hand.omg.how sway can i be man?
anyways my lab partner, shermaine tan, wont be my labb partner anymore.=(no one to gossip to during boring bio lessons and cheat during mock spa.lastly, i cant laugh at her for being timid when it comes to even touching a tomato with her bare hands.haha.so she resorted to using a ruler to somehow roll the tomato away.hahaha.will miss the fun times!

2007-02-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

today sucked to the core.i knew that today woudnt be a happy day.and for once i was right.how i wish i was that spot on while doin my mcq qn.first we got back chem paper which totally dampen everyones spirit and chin paper.failed terribly.i really felt like stabbing myself when i got my chin paper back.i pin so much hope on the paper.and yet it failed me once again.i was damn pissed and disappointed with my chin results.like who in the world put 50% based on chin compo?!wth!if not for the chin compo, i would have done better.and my results woudnt looked so pathetic.my gosh.looking at my results this term really freaks me out a lot.A LOT.sigh.
im just not good enough.thats it.

2007-02-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

movie marathon day!mindy they all came.watched world trade center followed by night at the museum.learnt form Sebastian that republic poly is kinda nice.they use laptop instead of textbooks and theres like NO LECTURERS!its all self study and hes taking sports and leisure event thing.which totally have nothing to do with sports at all.maybe poly life is better?hmm.i dunno.overheard auntie jasmine saying that soyabean makes guys become sissy.hahaha.like err is it possible?
SO GUYS OUT THERE!!!DO NOT DRINK SOYA BEAN MILK!!HAHA!!YOU WILL BECOME SISSY!!
school starts tmr.i dun wanna go to school.aiya...=(

2007-02-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

today rocked so much.=)went over to auntie joyce's house today.met granny along the way.she was on the way to the police post.the reason was she found a wallet with lots and lots of money inside.it seemed to belong to a thai immigrant.shes like this super lucky po po.found a $2 and $10 notes ytd and a wallt today.how lucky can she be?!must learn the art of scanning the floor while walking.haha.then some uncle came with his two sons and the elder sons girlfriend.okay, i embarrassed myslef in front of the eldest son.gosh!headed to ikea to buy plates and glasses.its kinda weird to be doin that on the 2nd day of chin new year but mummy needed to get stuff for tmr.yup.everyone shifted to my house.played with the sparklers and WATER BOMB!!whoohoo!the latter was really fun!soaked to the skin.haha.
post the pics tmr.=)

2007-02-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

fri-well cny celebrations was fun.the singing competition was freaking hilarious.the first time 4e1 actually won 2 times!we won for the decor and 2nd for the singing com,ours was like damn drama mama.haha.then went to town with eleanor and joan.that two arh.seriously damn noisy, cnt stop talking.haha.tok tok tok.say each other dunno what pig.well, at least i got my shorts, belt and necklace.=)
sat-went to womans house in the afternoon.ate and tok.then headed down to vivo to do some last minute shopping.mum bout some dresses,and i bought a top and my desired warehouse necklace.yay!=)

2007-02-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

oh man just came back.im so tired..first it was netball, then it was chem prac, then it was assembly performance.looking forward to cny and goin out tmr with joan eleanor and maybe maine!yay!fun fun fun!!=)

2007-02-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES TO EVERYONE!!!=)
this years Vday seemed so tamed.fewer people give flowers and some even came up with funny ideas like giving broccoli and disposable panties as Vday presents.hahaha.receieved loads of presents mostly sweets and choco and 5 flowers!wheres my balloon joan?!=)
well, my first Vday spent with the choir.it was kinda nice and miss lim was damn funny today.haha.
thought i saw a shooting star today.

me:daddy daddy!!shooting star!!(shouting excitedly in the car)
dad:huh?huh?where where??(stuck his head out to see)
me:neh!!see its there!(me pointing)
shooting star disappeared.
me:do u think that is a shooting star?like theres a shooting object in broad daylight?!maybe its a jet plane or something.
dad:no!i believe that its a shooting star.see the way it travels past the sky?it spins!see the smoke at the tail end of the object?and jet plane dun fly that way!
me:huh?its so faraway and u can see how the flying object is moving?
dad:ai ya!i say so means its correct lah!

my dad can be such a interesting person sometimes.haha

2007-02-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!=)
a gay colour for daddy.hahaha.

2007-02-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

eventful day!started out the day with intensive amaths lesson that really cause me lots of distress.seriously damn scared when she ask people to ans qns.gosh.then econs.just because i dunno how to ans a qn, u say that i am not paying attention.wth!SCREW YOU MAN!!argh!
collection of O levels results after school for the HMT people and seniors.scary..all of them were so nervous.but u guys did well!!really happy for u guys!!=)
was so anxious for the seniors when they collected their Os.could picture myself being one of them the following year.would i be crying for joy or would i be blaming myself ?ahhh.anyways the seniors really inspire me to study!they did really well too!!!98% of the cohort satisfy the criteria for JC and about 60% distinction for all 3 sciences.produced the top malay student in singapore and 9A1s top scorer!yay!
feel so proud to be in TKGS and a TKGIAN!whoohoo!!it felt so good to be able to meet all the seniors again!!vanessa, charlotte, syafiqah, carol and more...=)=)
hope everything goes well for tmrs workshop.

2007-02-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

if u would stop being so unreasonable and understand the direction we are comin from, all this woudnt have happened.but given ur character, u would definitely not understand.all i can say is that u are bias.dun say that it is groundless accusations, i have evidence kay!
the talk given by the adam khoo people really helped me i guess.refresh all the stuff that i learned.and the gary guy was damn funny.the girl in him was terrifying.way scary.but he was really funny.haha.laughed so much during his talk.
gotta study!i dun understand differentiation.miss lui is so damn scary when she ask us to ans question.ahh=(
move on kellyn.move on..

2007-02-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

its been an emotional roller coaster ride this past few days.
and just studying and studying. chem paper ended up a suicide attempt.how wonderful is that..sleeping really late the past few few nights too.like 1?but the thing is that i dun feel so tired as compared to if i sleep earlier.amazing..haha.cnt go recess for the whole week, taken up by choir prac.no food..=(
wish that i could be oblivious to my surroundings
words i cnt put across to u

2007-02-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

damn it.why did my day got to end this way?

2007-01-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

my dearest mdm goh.she must be hearing things lately or shes under immense stress.how can she say that joan, eleanor and i were toking when we din even open our mouth?!i was just passing a paper to eleanor and shes says that i was toking.ahhh.wth!been really tired lately.i really need some sleep man!theres a maths spring tmr.need to do well.choir after school.was a zombie singing again.cnt keep my eyes open.haha.

ytd was joanna bday!!bought her the winnie the pooh in bee costume.gosh.it was so cute!!!haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!!!=)

2007-01-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

its a sat!and that means that sun is comin and that also means that mon is comin.bleah..dun wan tues to come.went shopping with mummy.she bought lots and lots of cosmetics.seriously no amount will satisfy a woman's greed for cosmetics.haiya.it wasnt really that crowded at town today cos everyone should be at home watching football.singapore VS malaysia.and singapore won!haha.luckily desmond informed me.so lets share the joy!!three cheers for singapore!!!=)
do not want to.

2007-01-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

oh man.my temperature shot up tp 39.2!!broke my record of 38.9!guess my brain was like roasted!argh!and cnt stop coughing.wth lah.woman is sick too.shes got like rashes popping out and she lost her voice too.oh man.now i know why we are cousins and we went through ups and downs together.haha.rest well woman!! miss you loads!
thanks all u guys for ur care and concerns!love u guys loads!!=)

2007-01-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

fever fever go away!my temperature shot up to 38.9 degrees last night!omg.normally if i am sick its just basic symptoms but this time i actually had a high fever.the hot sensation on my head was totally not nice at all.the air i breathe out was practically hot!haha!so din go to school today.boos.took my medicine and slept all day.gonna go back to lallaby land now.ciao!

2007-01-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

the schools becoming more and more like a military school.OMG!now checking fringe is a usual morning routine.wth!always carry the freakin board that always makes us think that theres spot check this morning.wth!!first it was the shoes and now its the fringe.seriously whats the school problem man? crazy school! every morning, i have to look like a ku ku!argh!
the sec 3s went for OBS today.ahh.i miss OBS so so much.the kayaking and stuff.gossiping in the tent on the last night and all the fun.ahh.hope the sec 3s will have the time of their life.=)
got back emaths paper.oh wells, i did okay but i can do better!all thanks to my careless mistakes!wahh.glad that mrs hoy din minus marks for the really silly thing that i have done.instead i got one more mark!haha!=)

2007-01-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

waiting for my new amaths tut teacher to come.hes like called desmond.wonder hows he like.hmm.i have no CA this week.thought that i could like slack but teachers had to bombard me with hmwk!argh!
back to work.=)

2007-01-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

its been sucha week.din blog the entire week.so shall summarise the highlights of the week then.

tues-had emaths CA after school.can u believe what i did?i actually wrote my ans on the foolscap paper when the instructions stated write ur ans on the space given!!!omg!i realise it like only at the last 30secs.during the paper i was wondering how come they give such a big space!!gosh.thats how blur and stoopid i can get.haha.

wed-went to the Pulau Sumakau landfill thing.haha.it was fun fun fun!the boat ride was okay. felt a little sicksick at first.but i was okay after that!!joan was seriously goin nuts!well as usual.haha.took a lot of silly pics with eleanor during the tok.it was so boring...so we had to entertain ourselves a bit...

fri-had chem and bio spa consecutively.did chem spa with vyl!haha.it was damn fun!first time i did my practical properly.but still having fun at the same time at the same time.the lead(II)chloride was super scary.the thing was literally spitting out and some of the crystals got to my hand.it hurts so so much.

today-had combined prac with NYGS.it went okay at first and then we started to flop.the prac was like horrible horrible.sigh.miss lim was really furious.omg.

the pictures says it all..=)

i know im not capable enough.i dun wanna _ _ _over this anymore.

2007-01-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

its been so cold the whole day..brr.did quite a lot of work today.the most ''interesting'' hmwk was writing a diary entry in chinese.haha.its like so pri school.i think i did that in like pri school and here im doin it in sec 4.wth.i shall blog in chin next weekend.haha.since someone suggested so.haha.and i read a 3pg long chin newspaper!A LE LU IA~!!haha.its an achievement man!gonna to back to my work now.=)
pls do not lower urself to that low a level.it only shows how childish and juvenile u are.

2007-01-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

had cca promo today!this is gonna be my last cca promo in tk.and perhaps all the annual events in tk will be my last.ahh.anyways i think the choir sang okay.but because it was really early in the morning and everyone was stil in the morning mood.so miss yin literally had to squeeze a smile out of us.haha.and im gonna help out in sec 1 audition!yay!=)went down to see the other CCAs booth.jelly and i rotted in school for abt 5 hours?!the whole programme was delayed by one hour!!cos the school had so much powerpoint slides and sooo much to tok to the parents!wth!just to wait for the dance performance that lasted for 5 mins only, we waited for 5 hours.gosh.so during the five hours, angelica and i wondered around the school, practically sat at every corner of the school and did lots of stupid stuff.the boredom was really killing us.hahah!went to the swing, i wanted to puke my whole burger out!haha!all of them were so afraid that i would puke my burger out!deb was screaming her heads off.haha.oh jacq, charlotte, shu zhen, gabby and charmaine came back!!so glad to see them!=)miss them so much!charmaine saw us and she cried.haha.shes damn funny.
things had been happening lately so rest ur weary heart.

2007-01-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

it rained the whole day..school was so hectic today.first period PE.decided on netball elective since the other elective was like what social dance?no way am i gonna dance to folk music.haha.then chin, read CHIN newspaper.and i was the first one called to give my opinion on some report.wth!went err, orh.half the time.then chem!!wth!miss ho made us stay back for the entire recess to do chem prac just because we were late for 10 min?!whats wrong with her?!made our poor stomach suffer.deprive me of food.argh!the chem practical literally drove me nuts!a maths!i love amaths lessons.miss lui's a good teacher!i think shes so drama mama.econs.mdm goh seems nicer these days.wow!theres like a 27o degrees change in her.she tells stories and everyone laughed at her stories for the first time?she made a really funny comment today.haha.perhaps i paid more attention to her more this year.haha.assembly!the assembly performance was to learn more abt drums from diff racial groups.think the four guys were so cool!!hope the chin guy would smile more tho.he looked so serious among the four guys cos the other three was like smiling and laughing all the way.haha.
it started raining so heavily after school.din wanna be stuck in school so just ran out with qi.went to video world for lunch and met steph yap.haha.shes like damn funny.and she actually had a eyebrow piercing!ahhh!she had it since the beginning of the year but i guess nobody notice.
its really a wonder that one can like treat the other differently overnight.but come to think of it, it is just a passing phase or am i just thinking too much?but the changes are like so drastic, so much that it makes it more difficult to apprehend.well, human minds are always complex.

2007-01-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

im not suppose to be blogging now..but im dying of amaths..boos.i dun want to fail this upcoming a maths test.in fact i cnt.ahh.boos.school was okay today.at one point in time, we were like toking abt the vodavoda water that i brought to school today.oh oh.and i drank 5 bottles of voda voda water in like 2 days?its still counting...haha.bio..maine and i got shifted to the front row.wth.cos we needed to fill the seats that was left vacant after the combined girls left.ahh.it feels different.had health checkup.met vann after school!so happy to see her!!she came back to pass sam's bday present to her.catch up with her and realised things were going super ''great'' for her.haha.hope things blossom between u two!!love ya vann!!oh and mr yong actuually sat down and talk to us.haha.he was eating his late burger king lunch.haha.cab back with qi.cos she wanted to watch her show.
better go drown myself in amaths.
will not be blogging so often anymore.=)
those crap that u told me, they were just ur excuses.
what comes around goes around.

2007-01-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

see joan!the fries woman!

why are we pouting?

the two extra face behind!haha

why are we distorting our faces?ahh

4/1 beauty pageant=)haha

ahh.im coughing my lungs out.this is so bad.had class PICNIC!!!it was fun!!walked all the way from school to ecp.do u know how far that is?argh!everyone was practically whining all the way.haha.played some games and ate pizza!whoo!this is like the first class gathering for the class.dun think there will be anymore.but had lots of fun with the gang!haha!

take me for who i am.and not another person.

2007-01-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

first day of school!!!im so excited this morning.haha.cnt wait to go to school.oh wells, todays kinda slack.just orientation.anyways this year ways of welcoming the sec 1s is different.they are like called 1-charity,resilience,blah blah.it sounded so pri school tho.eee.sat in the hall for nearly abt an hour and a half.my butt was literally aching.haha.

when our ''favourite teacher'' picture wasnt on the powerpoint slide presentation.we were screaming our heads off.haha.but then when it came to 4/1, oh nooo.we got one of the most strict teacher in the school.ahhh.and shes my a maths teacher.ahhh.

next we had some kind of bonding activities.and we are gonna have a picnic on fri at ecp.whoohoo!its gonna be fun fun fun!=)had another bonding activities where we were going round and round in circles?haha.it was mr john's idea.okay...it was kinda funny anyway.

had to pin up my fringe for like tht last hour?!i looked really stupid and GOON!!im emphasizing on the GOON!!ahhh!!

2007-01-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

one more day to the end of holidays.sigh.have to walk up early again.argh!

went to town today.met woman.we were crappy and lame as usual.i was really bored at first but soon after that i went crazy.so woaman went bonkers too.haha.met this marie stella guy who was at the bedsheet section.he was helping us with choosing the bedsheets and all.haha.damn funny.and went to lemongrass for dinner.i ate a whole chunk of salt!it was found in the fried rice!!wth!!u should see my expression when the salt just melted in my mouth.gosh.it was priceless!!after a hearty meal, bryan made me laugh so much.he kept poking me lah!he can be so cute sometimes but sometimes i just wanna strangle him.=)

2007-01-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

everybody dance now!!dance to the year of 2007!
okay..i really wanna dance now.im will bursti if i dun sing and dance now.im like insane now.was like dancing with eleanor thru the com just now.hoping that i have the power to bring all my friends to siloso beach and dance and party all night.ahh.im hysterical..goin nuts.im gonna do that the following year!!oh yes i will!!

2006 had definitely been a great year for me.a new class, new friends and duh a new econs teacher.this year was absolutely filled with surprises, freakiness,laughter and tears.highlights of this year was OBS.it bonded the raleigh people so much.the china,qiqihaer trip.got to know sam and eleanor so much better.and needed to add the freaky yiming guy and eleanor's red guy and pink guy.haha.later on in the year, the china people came and they made us go for a ''treasure hunt''.gosh.that was bad.next up was cross country.my first cross country..was super nervous.but im kinda pleased with my position for my first cross country.=)then comes the EOYS.oh no.mugging session.results came, all of us cried.there was definitely more crying for me.sigh.holidays!my bangkok trip and flag day.haha.

here is the summary of my whole year.lots of fun and laughter!!and this was without a doubt the crying year.cos i think i cried the most this year.=)

2006-12-31T14:57:00.000+08:00

this news years eve sucks to the core.it seems like everyone is enjoying their new years eve.but me?im not.
i cnt believe u just walked out on me today.
what the f***

2006-12-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

my first flag day was kinda sucky i guess.haha.got terrorised by this mad cleaner uncle!wth.we were just standing in the shade and he said,"BE A MAN!!GO STAND IN THE SUN!'' then we were like err..we are not even a man to start with. then he came back to say ''BE A GIRL!!''since we did not wanna stand in the sun.then while eleanor and i were chatting he came to the back and said something dunno what make love?wth!has he been like sweeping too much that all the dust went to his brain and clog up his brain?until his brain cnt function properly.i guess thats the case.haha.oh and we spent most of our 3 hours crapping and laughing non-stop.=)

and i wanna say that im a girl to start with and cnt turn into a man.and since im a girl, i would not have a man characteristics or whatsoever.so it would not be our fault that we did not wanna stand in the sun.even if we do,we cnt be standing under the hot sun for three hours right?we are wearing black and jeans somemore.argh.that mad man really pissed eleanor off.me too duh!
anyways im surprised that this lady actually like donated $10 to me!!ahh.thats like so so nice.

went to cut my hair.me and my itchy mouth again!argh!told the hair stylist, sally, to cut my fringe shorter cos its like covering my eyes.and the word that popped into my head immediately was:MDM GOH!!so i asked her to cut a little and ended up cutting a whole lot.ahhh.now woman says that i looked innocent.i dun wan to look innocent.=(just want my fringe to grow longer now..
its new's years eve.=)

2006-12-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to add that on my trip to bangkok.the flight heading to bangkok, there was two guys seating sitting behind woman and i.they were gaying.gosh!!woman told me but i dont believe.until i turned my head and saw one of them putting his hands on the other guys lap.err.opps.

had choir today.learnt new song.it was kinda nice tho.its called alleluai.haha.hope this song will be our SYF piece.=)daddy picked me up from school and then picked mummy.they were exceptionally lame today.who knows why.i was listening to my mp3 but i was actually listening to their convo.they were toking abt a accident they witnessed on the month of feb and debating who remembered most of it.who was correct.which direction the lorry or which vehicle was turning from.now u know where i got my lame genes from.haha.

school is starting in a few days time.barely even one week.ahhh.i wan school to reopen and have fun with all my friends.but on the other hand, i hate all the CAS and whatever test the teachers are gonna pile on us.wth.and theres like remedial until 3.15 perhaps everyday?2 CAs on tues!!every mon night just gonna be hell for me.=(

pls be alright grand-daddy.
lives just so brittle.

2006-12-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

went to town with eleanor today.after the countless rounds we walked in heeren.she finally choose to buy her new urban male bag.argh.so angry with one of the guy there.he said that we cnt reach for the bag cos we were short!wth!hes short too loh!he cnt reach for the bag too!argh!and eleanor dared me to smile to a guy at the cake booth.haha.anyways had a really fun time with her!especially the maloo walkway with the umbrella.=)

ahh.i feel so lazy to blog abt my trip.haha.okay the first day, was kinda okay.took so many retarded photos on the plane cos we were really bored.then went to MBK i think.almost every meal i took the phad thai.haha.2nd day, went to i dunno where.haha.i forgot.shopping again.then 3rd day went to chaktuchak market, siam paragonand MBK.bought lots of stuff.haha.the market was damn crowded.literally had to squeeze thru my way.auntie told me something freaky.haha.shall not elaborate.4th day, shopped around the siam area.i realised the students there put on make up when they go to school.ahh.damn lucky.and they go shopping after school!!oh and we sat the toot-toot.the toot-toot ride was damn thrilling!my driver wanted to cut into the opps lane.i was like NO NO!!but in the end he still did it!wth.scared the wits out of me.
and the police there had a lot of authority.apparently we flagged for the toot-toot at an illegal area.then the police came and snatch the key away.so the freakin toot toot was like stuck in the middle of the road.ahh.it was damn scary.5th day went to MBK again.to get my jeans.hee.and did some last minute shopping.headed to the airport after that.the flight attendant was like super weird.woman and i went to the toilet on the plane.then when i was in the toilet, the guy asked her how old she was, where she was from and whats her name.then i came out and he asked how are we related.that woman took so long to come out cos she coudnt figure out how to open the freakin toilet door.haha.as we got out of the plane, he gave us like 2 pen with a torchlight feature.haha.only we got it!

thats basically it, i cnt seem to remember most of it.ahh.memory failing.thats bad.anyways thanks u guys for ur xmas cards!!received loads of it!hope u receive mine!=)
i want the lost prophets album!someone buy for me?
hope everything goes well for granddaddy.

2006-12-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

im back!
enjoyed my trip thoroughly.bought like so many stuff that i wanted.and so many funny stuff happened!hahafreaky stuff too.gosh.i think this is one of the most satisfied trip i ever had.ahh.and bangkok had like so much more variety of stuff than singapore.will mentioned more tmr.damn tired.=)

woman pls send me the pics yeah?
u are definitely not worth it.whatever!i dun care!

2006-12-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

leaving for bangkok tmr.shopping here i come!haha.wont be in singapore to celebrate xmas.boos.but nevermind i got woman with me!anyways wanna wish each and everyone of u in advance MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!HOHOHO!!hope that all you guys will recieve piles and piles of prezzies!!will be back on the 26th.i will be back before u know it!=)

2006-12-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

its been raining for like dunno how many days.and the news said that the rain will continue until fir.ahhh.i know the rain is the ideal weather for sleeping but i hate it when im goin out.cos i really hate carrying the umbrella.haha.i feel that it kinda make me look shorter.i feel shorter too.hee.anyways i think mummy is so cute.she gave me a torch cos she was afraid that there would be a blackout at night.so the torch would come in handy.haha.

move on and dont look back.

2006-12-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

I REMOVED MY BRACES ALREADY!!WHOOHOO!!haha.the silvery stuff is all gone!!=)now comes the damn retainers.argh.i speak eng like i got short tounge can!.or maybe like a person speaking eng with a big sweet in the mouth.i cnt pronounce the ish,h and s.i said i needed the stamp and ah yi heard as i needed the ham.wth.haha.and the saliva thats stuck in between my upper jaw and the retainers is super gross.bleah!anyways caught eragon today.its such a nice movie!!it was boring at the beginning but the other parts were really good!went marche.theres this waiter who was in charge of the drinks stall kept saying hi to us for who knows what reason.or should i say kept saying hi to woman.haha.whenever we step out to order food he will say hi.haha.taxi back home.the taxi driver kept talking to me and i was like ooo..okay..yar.and then he was reasoning out with me why is it the guys who carry umbrellas instead of the girls nowadays?cos whenever we stopped for traffic light, the ones running across the road without umbrellas would be the girls but not the guys.haha.then he thought that i was working.then of cos i said nooo..im sec 4 next year.so we entered the subject of the relationship between tkgs and tkss.haha.it was really funny.
why do people only learn to cherish the other party when the person is gone.and that's when u realise that perhaps u still want the person in your life.why is it always that the ans will only be known at the last minute.whatever u do or say cnt change the fact and its all too late.

2006-12-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

it rained the whole day!gosh.i think the whole singapore was flooded by the rain.oh wells, its december!anyways elmo is leaving for US in like a couple of hours.all the best to him!no more fun anymore.boos
anyways i just had a super duper gross encounter.theres like this person who called me and burppped into the freakin phone!!and did tsu tsu sound.dunno how to say lah.argh.wth!do you know how gross is that?and the person can like burp so freakin long.what the hell was that burp for???and how in the world did the person burp so long??haha.it was totally a prank!!im gonna haunt you down!haha

2006-12-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

had grp tut in the morning.it was okay.but theres this guy there who complained that it was super hot so he wanted the fan all to himself.haha.wth.he didnt wanna to shift the fan himself and asked xara to move for him.gosh.then went to city hall.met musfirah.then went to ah yi's house for dinner.my darlings came!haha.gosh.everyone was so excited to see them.had a great time all in all.

its never gonna happen.return to reality kellyn!!
dun take thing for granted.cherish every moment before its gone.

2006-12-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

okay.im blogging cos someone who is really bored right now requested that i do it.so yeah.haha.apparently my blog is kinda an entertainment for him.went orchard to get xmas gift.oh my.bought some stuff.and i got my xmas cards!!finally!!haha.i realised that when its late at night, i get a little naggy like ah ma, lame and cranky.haha.dunno why.someone just said that my maternal instincts kicks in late at night.wth!haha.wonder whos that person who said that.haha.i hope it rains tonight.=)
i guess we never really moved on.

2006-12-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

basically slack the whole day.but i manage to finish econs, stock exchange.gosh.dunno what brokers,bull and bear.literally drove me nuts.had a craving for potato chips just now.and guess what?i found a BIG packet of potato chips in the kitchen!!whoohoo!!haha.its like super rare to find a decent packet of potato chips at home.guess todays my lucky day!!im itching to read a book.haha.=)

2006-12-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

the day should have started out well.but i guess this is not the case.i dun get it why we are always the one in the wrong.there are also other people who caused all these misunderstanding.and surprisingly they are not the ones at fault.wow!how great is that?so we got all the blame for doin this, for not doin that, for taking things for granted and blah blah.parents, younger siblings and even grandparents are always right.
i dun deny that we are at fault too but you cnt just push all the blame to us!its so freakin unfair!damn!the misunderstanding is do damn deep that the whole thing becomes entirely our fault.wth!i know that whatever we say will be of no use cos i cnt change your mindset of this incident.but whatever the case, i just hope that i will get through the ''hell''that is comin my way tonight.

2006-12-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

got my new lappie!!!lappie stands for laptop!!haha.had tut for like 31/2 hours.wow!then went for dental to have my molar and back teeth braces removed.whee!6 more days to go and all my braces will be gone.=)it was damn scary when the dentist tried to remove the back braces.it hurts too!!gosh!the dentist had difficulty removing of them.haha.you can see my distorted face cos she was trying to pull the braces out!!and my retainers would be glittery pink and orange.haha.better hear my voice all you want guys.cos i would sound super duper funny when i put on my retainers.my language totally heywire.gosh.
then headed to orchard.the movie-my holiday was so sweet.ahhh.the show really reflect a lot of stuff.dinner at republic.bussed home after that.
disturbed ___ today.haha.he actually thought that i was a guy just becos of the plain fact that i dont type short form in msn.wth!!i seriously made him hit the rooftop.haha.from dunno what woodbridge to tim bak to.oh my.haha.
omg!!whats wrong with you?cnt you just be a nice person and mind your own freakin business?yar yar, u always get ur way and we, are always the one getting the blame.how fair is that?

2006-12-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

ahh.cnt believe my dad went to the zouk out at sentosa last night.haha.he must be so out of the age limit.hahahah.opps.he saw so many beach babes and hot guys!!wth!emphasizing oh the HOT GUYS!!hahahha.okay.too much info..i think he will kill me if he finds out that i said all this.haha.
went vivo today. i really really want that bag i saw today.went to the shop 2 times and i still cnt decide whether i should get it or not.hmm.cos its super ex.haha.need to think carefully..like go thru each and every one of my brain cells.=)

2006-12-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

coudnt sleep last night.slept at like what 3 am?i guess the peppermint mocha was too strong for me.woke up and ended up with super bad headache the entire day.ahhh.

time is all that we need.

2006-12-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

went out with eleanor today.studied at changi airport.it really took us a long time to settle down.after all that deciding.coffee bean was the best choice! we almost explored every part of both terminals.haha.had a really nice talked with her.

then went bugis to shop!both of us wanted to buy the same top but i decided not to.sigh.shopped around bugis street then went ochard to meet mum.argh.hate peak period.so freakin packed.i bet everyone got whacked by my big london bag when i got off the mrt.muahaha.serve them right!=)

christmas tree at changi airport!=)

well, perhaps im just reading too deep into the lines.

2006-12-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

went ochard and vivo today.had lots of fun!especially with the thing thing.haha.called any object or person thing thing.hahaha.then people would reply back what thing?then we would say that thing thing loh.resulted in the person asking what thing so many times.irritate the people so so much.hee.too lazy to blog today.=)

2006-12-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

i better study my butt off soon.really been slacking too much.had tuition last night.haha.jacq was telling me about her cats.one of her cats called shorty had been diagnosed with kidney failure.she was telling me how difficult it is to take care of shorty.poor her.apparently shorty is suffering from F(Feline)IV too.in other words HIV.like okay.cats do suffer from ''HIV'' too.how amazing is that.haha.
went to ngee ann poly today.woman needed to teach bryan how to swim the back stroke.gosh.i was so bored the whole time.just sat there and stare at them.okay.here comes the embarrassing part.woman and i was waiting for our dearest bryan to finish bathing when theres this group of guys at the pool.they were behind us doing some really stupid stuff.one guy was teaching another guy how to swim which looked really funny.so we were having our backs facing them..then according to woman one guy said,"their butt look so nice''.gosh!i din hear them say that.as you know im like super blur.totally oblivious to the surroundings.qi even said that i was blind and deaf.haha.

2006-12-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Next year gonna be a hectic year for me.ahh.went for the SYC concert. All three choirs were amazing!i felt that the Japanese choir was the best!they were so hilarious.haha.with the mask and costume they wore.
Realized that daddy and I cnt communicate well when hes telling me the exact location where he will pick me up.we always ended up driving each other up the wall.and its always mummy being the mediator.gosh.he would tell me directions that is so freakin complicated and mummy just got to simplify for me.argh.

2006-12-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

went ecp with ger in the morning.arrived there and we realised that the marathon runners had accupied half of ecp.fortunately, the other half was open for cyclist.there was nobody at ecp today.was damn empty.so u practically got the whole lane to urself.haha.but it rained heavily.so we cycled in the rain.gosh.it was so cold.but it was fun.=)
mummy and daddy was doin something to our bread toaster and resulted in black out.but now our bread toaster is working fine!=)

its just isnt the same anymore.

2006-12-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

today started out really really weird.its the weirdest morning ever in my entire life.and i finally know how it feels to have a super bad nightmare.i must say that my dreams for my life so far isnt that scary until this recent one i had.
had a fun filled day today!lots of shopping and laughter!=)
tired tired.

2006-12-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

had choir today.it was okay.learnt the set piece.it sounded like a church song to me though.haha.but its kinda nice.miss lim commented that we are good.and we may even be better than fairfield.im sure we will.=)
rushed home and headed down to city hall to meet eleanor,maine and joanna.i decided to leave the house a little earlier today.but i ended up reaching there 15 mins earlier.gosh.stood there waited and waited.there were some people selling tickets or coupons.they asked everyone they saw but not me!not that i wanted to but or something, but I such a good opportunity.they dun wanna grab it.they would rather ask people who were in a rush or totally cnt be bother with them.haha.then they finally arrived and headed to Singapore symphony orchestra.
the VS band concert was boring.the percussionist/drummer was cute!haha.the alumni was really good..maine definitely enjoyed the alumni performance.hahaha.
really tired now.another concert this comin mon.gosh.

2006-11-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

argh.i hate it when im going out, it starts to rain.and its always like this.i find it such a hassle to br umbrella.so went to ''study'' with qi today.it wasnt that successful.but oh wells we tried and she told me so much about her PB camp.haha.not forgetting the lame jokes she told me too.the jokes made me feel really stupid.especially the sentence of the day, people with big eyes=small brain.what kind of logic is that?!haha.
went to meet mummy at ochard again.and we went tangs again.i seem to be married to tangs shoe department.i went to the shoes department for 3 times in just 2 days!if u ask me where a particular shoe is, i can tell u the exact spot.haha.
one month just flew by like that.and i did no studying.better get started!
cnt wait for tmr!=)

2006-11-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

feeling much better today!yay!so went ochard to meet woman,bryan,auntie and brought granny along.shop around.nth much to buy actually.boos.we watched HAPPY FEET!!!mumble so cute!!i just wanna cuddle him!omg.cnt stand the way the penguins walk.haha.too adorable!=)its kinda a dumb show but their cuteness is enough to make ur money worth.wanna watch it again!!went to buy auntie's and mummy's stuff then went home.

when mummy received her stuff, she wasnt really happy.thats when i realised that auntie bought the wrong cosmetic.and when auntie asked me is it correct, i was like yar yar.opps!ahh.so we rushed all the way down to ochard and changed it.gosh.

i was so wrong about you.

2006-11-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

FLU BUG GO AWAY!!
the medicine made me feel like im floating.or perhaps in a washing machine.spinning and spinning.oh my gosh.the coughing drained all my energy away.feeling like a dead person right now.it seems like so many people is sick.damn.

2006-11-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

its morning!12.05 am on tues.and here i am blogging.went ger's house today.mugged a little.it was really little.
im coughing.and my nose is blocked.argh!i cnt stand it!here i am coughing and some pig is complaining hungry.haha.

I miss the BIMBOASS too!!cnt wait for fri!u better write that eleanor.maine and i wrote that on our blog already.

27/11
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN LU!!=)

2006-11-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

slept at 3am last night.mugged till 2 plus am.woots.managed to finish quite a bit of emaths.and woman and i realised that staying up late to study can make us a little cranky.we started to do retarded stuff and and just laugh at absolutely nothing.haha.i lost more than 191.8 calories today!!went to the gym,ran 2.8 on the treadmill and ran 3 rounds round the stadium.ahh.i feel so fat-less.haha.
i feel so movie deprived:(i wanna watch happy feet, material girls,casino royale..and many more.i shall have a movie marathon one day!right woman?haha.
time and time again..

2006-11-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

today started real bad.mummy was in a bad mood.everything i did, shes always giving negative comments.argh.especially the carwent granny's place.woman was there too.then her mum started to nag also.argh.combine effort of my mum and her mum drowning us with their endless naggings.then trained to ps to get my creative earpiece.got a purple one .haha.
met woman again after piano and went to novena.she got a new phone.ahh.nokia 7390.its sooo nice.it was on promotion and mummy wanted to get it too.but it was out of stock.i wanna change phone too.i wan the sony ericsson k800i.but my phone is not even one year old.boo.it will turn one year old at jan.argh.so thats means i cnt change.daddy and mummy gonna get a new phone and i shall be pleased with my present phone.and both their phones are nokia and im the oly sony ericsson.oh wells, i love my k750i.haha.gonna mug with woman tonight.hope i can get some work done.=)
stop adding words into my mouth!i just simply agree with u and u take it that i was the one who said it.argh!
i hope everything happens for a reason.

2006-11-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

went pluck in the afternoon to look for jelly and peihsin.then bus to jinli's house for sec 4 farewell.omg.it was so much FUN!whoohoo!haha.actually its not a sec 4 farewell cos no sec 4s turn up.apparently they all thought it was cancelled cos of some miscommunications.so in the end only some sec 3s and sec 2s turn up.mostly all alto 1s.serene brought loads of food.60 chicken wings and 2 packets of hot dogs.oh my gosh.we were seriously pigging ourselves out.and i learnt how to skewer a chicken!haha!first attempt and i made it!woots!haha.pei hsin and i were fanning the fire to get muscles and to tone up.haha.i know that sounds insane.but it was so fun.haha.then went to play the see-saw.i could feel my whole butt lifted off the seat when i was flunked up.i was practically screaming like nobody's business.and we played catching.haha.we had sparklers too!we light up the whole place!haha.bussed home after that.waited a whole half and hour for the freakin bus.argh.
when i first got on the bus, the bus was totally empty.thats like freaky.but it din remain like that,at pp a whole pack of people boarded the bus.argh.i wanted the whole bus to myself.boo.
next thing i cnt wait is 1st december and xmas party!=)

i dun wanna know at all.

2006-11-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

ahh.im sick.woke up with my throat hurting like mad.gosh.and having really really bad runny nose.din utter more than 5 sentences today.my house definitely quieter than usual.haha.woman and mum had to break my record at night.mummy keep asking me questions and woman cnt stop calling my house.argh.drank a whole bottle honey and lime drink.but it didnt help.boo.dunno whether i shuld go for tmr sec 4 farewell.
okay about my malaysia trip.went to malacca.it was boring.slept most of the time in the car, hotel.did a little shopping but the stuff there were miserable.=(decided that shopping in singapore was way better than melacca.

i do not see any obligation to tell me all this.

2006-11-20T21:37:00.001+08:00

ahh.din sleep well last night.this stupid beetle was bugging me the whole last night.argh.irritating.and guess what i saw it lying dead on my floor this morning.haha.i feel evil.goin malaysia tmr.and i havent pack yet.havent bout my tidbits too.anyways sam told me that lakerol and prinkles are cancerous.omgomg.lakerol is my favourite sweet.everyone knows that.ahh.anything with artificial sugar is cancerous.damn.=(

2006-11-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

2006-11-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

slacked at home the whole day today.ahh.u can say that i was pigging out at hm.haha.oh wells bought the jelly ben from vivo candy empire ytd night.it was so good.when i opened it today, i had to see that the jelly beans was infested with ANTS.eeewww.they just came rushing out once i open the bottle.it was disgusting!the worst thing was that i din even get to finish the bottle and the ants had it all.in the end i had to throw the whole bottle away.boos.

dun they look yummy?

i dun give a damn.

2006-11-18T11:38:00.000+08:00

okay.shall blog about yesterday.it was the last day of extended studies!!ahh.no more school, no more waking up early and no more miserable and pathetic malay food.haha.been eating the same kind of food the past three weeks as theres is only 3 stalls open.boos.wasnt feeling very happy before recess thanks to my emaths test.argh.mrs hoy gonna change my place in the classroom next year.during chem and econs, out table was playing games.haha.it was damn hilarious.played black magic, fuzzy wuzzy and more.haha.ci hui is just so bent on getting the next station game right.we were having fun until mdm goh had to change ci hui,joan and sam seating.argh.cnt she just let us have fun on the last day?oh wells, if she did that, she woudnt be mdm goh.
not gonna meet joan, vyl, ci hui, lena joanna, divya, violet,sam and the BIM-BO-S, shermaine and eleanor until the christmas party.ahh.im gonna make the christmas party come true!haha. the BIMBOS and joanna until the VS concert.boos.but we really bonded well during extended studies, pigging during lessons and toking non-stop.haha.
ahhh.joanna said that POCKY, my all time favourite junk food, is cancerous.the sugar used in POCKY is gonna cause cancer.omg.better stop eating that already:(people out there, better stop eating tooo.haha.
goin shopping tonight.cnt wait!=)

2006-11-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

extended studies was fun today.i think we kinda chatted the whole day.instead of studying.opps.haha.cnt wait for the CHRISTMAS PARTY!ahhh.its gonna be so fun!the day gonna come very soon!during econs,vyl caome up with this keow meow thing.haha.and she can just suck in air and burp it out.omg.haha.and someone was named MRS BOXTOX 1985.haha.
went out with joan after that.went to watch step up.wanna watch again on a bigger screen,ps one was PATHETIC.haha.

to my dearest woman, u got trouble comin.haha.a big bomb has just landed on you.u better pen an essay back man.toking to elmo can really make me attain a high level of patience.wish you all the best.i will be here to help you anytime.love ya!=)

2006-11-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

two test down.one more test to go.e maths tmr.ahhh.its on loci.im so doomed.mrs hoy said that shes gonna be nice and give us loci instead of all sec 3 topics.but i think both is just as bad.anyways chem spa today.it was definitely harder than the mock spa.but i guess it was okay, at least i managed to do the mole part.and shermaine spilled her NaOH.her hand started to itch really badly after that.mine was just mild itching.haha.amths spring test next.what can i say?im the LUCKIEST person on earth.i was doin that particular qn the night before and it came out for today's paper.and i was calling my tuition teacher at 11 pm to ask her how to do.oh my.haha.emaths then econs.hahah.eleanor, balls!
she became ASS instead of S.haha.so its BIM-BO-ASS.haha.
choir.sigh.miss lim was angry.omg.shes gonna kick people out and shes gonna change leaders.i bet i will be one of them.omg.and theres choir this fri that means i cnt watch step up with joan they all.ahh.=(this is so bad.
u made things worse.

2006-11-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

i dun wan tmr to come.there is like chem spa, amath spring and maybe maths spring.what in the world is wrong with the teachers?argh!no idea how im gonna do the amaths spring tmr cos i wasnt really paying much attention to miss lee during amaths lesson.and CHEM SPA.omg.
shermaine, eleanor and i are the bim-bo-s triplets.Im the BIM, shermaine the BO and eleanor the S.shermaine was like crapping about BANANA IN PYJAMAS.u know their well known sentence that goes, u know what im thinking B1.are u thinking what im thinking B2?so in our case B stands for BIMBO.haha.
''this is what girls do when they are bored during lessons''quoted from eleanor.so true.what more can i say when its during mdm goh's period.haha.pure boredom.
gonna figure out how to do linear graph.damn.

2006-11-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

joan and vyl din come to school today.its kinda quieter without them.haha.but duh they are mostly the ones who provided us with laughter.=)was teasing eleanor throughout the entire e maths lesson.haha.omg.damn funny.she made me laugh until i cried.hahaha.then went for dental.ahh.i cnt remove my braces until next mth.i tout i could remove my braces this mth.nvm.my dentist gave me GLOWING rubberbands.ahh.so cool!so everytime i tok in the dark, there will be something glowing in my mouth.haha.eleanor said that i will look like an ailen.haha.i will take it as an compliment.=)

i dunno what u are up to doin all those kind of stuff.but if u dun wan to tell me who u are,then pls stop doin all these stuff.

2006-11-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

im back!!!came home and slept from 11.30 am to 6.30pm today.needed to replenish my sleep. thanks to angelica who was bored and woke me up at 5.30am to keep her company.
miss my bed so badly.my blanket, my pillow.i was deprived of all this during my chalet stay,had to sleep on hard core floor.ahh.so went for chalet at aloha changi.overall it was fun fun fun!but we din manage to play all the games especially water bomb.ahh..damn.we made all those water bombs for nothing.why did it had to rain?!cos of the rain and the teachers din want us to fall sick, thus we coudnt play any outdoor activities at all.:(we had a night walk on the first day.exciting!so we had a stroll at changi jetty and sang two songs there.like wth.people at the jetty were like 'what are these girls singing here?'then miss tay gave us a challenge to sing at the hawker center.oh my gosh.it was total embarassment.we were so afraid that people would throw beer bottles at us..haha.the toilet facilities there was pathetic.60 people and only two bathing toilets.wth.each person had only 5 mins to bath!oh my.so on fri night, i only had my bath at 1.30am in the morning.boos.had a mere 3h of sleep for the first night.everyone woke up looking like a zombie the next day.
had bbq on the 2nd night where apparently a ''cute guy'' came and bbq for us.and the hot gossip is that that ''cute guy'' sms miss tay.who knows what the guy smsed miss tay.haha.then nite of specials where each section had to come up with a performance.alto 1 won 3rd.yay!din expect it.i tout alto 1 would have gotten consolation prize.haha.
we bonded well during this camp.did countless reatarded stuff and had so much laughter.ahh.love alto one!=)
i have no idea how im gonna sit for my emaths spring.din study for it AT ALL.like i have the time.argh.im so dead:(
i wanna watch phantom of the opera.ahh.
its okay if u dun wanna help me.but pls dun give me that attitude of urs.its just so sick and irritating.

2006-11-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

haha.had fun during extended studies.but its was still kinda boring.thats what we did.pasted all this on eleanor's chair.haha
had meeting then went pp to meet joan they all.bussed back home.theres was this guy who sat behind me.he was literally coughing throughout my bus ride.whole 25 mins.he was really coughing really badly and straight into my head.so i coudnt tolerate and decided to change seats.argh.

i wanna turn back.

2006-11-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

extended studies been kinda fun lately.eating junk food behind the teacher's back and laughing so so much.haha.especially today during econs..oh my.our whole table was laughing at mdm __.hhaha.that vyl arh.her laughter is damn infectious.she started laughing and coudnt stop.for me, once i see her laugh i coudnt stop too.have to resort to hiding my laughter behind my jacket.haha.
eleanor wanna buy me the flabelos thing for my birthday next year.omg,she kept teasing me.argh.flabby girl.i shall call her meaty girl next time.haha.then went to cousin house.had a lot of fun.haha.did so many funny and dumb things.=)

i guess its all gone.

2006-11-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

oh my.2 hours of bio seeemed like 4 hours.boos.extendded studies was rather boring today.then went meeting regarding the choir chalet games.hope the games we tout of would be fun and interesting.=)after meeting, went to pp to met joan they all.they bought ci hui's prezzie and cake.then travelled all the way to bedok, ci hui's house to celebrate her birthday.waited downstairs for a long long time.she took forever to come dawn lah.haha.joanna was saying that she will come down by the stairs and true enough, she did.we were all unaware when she came down until she said. "oi!what are ur doin here?"everybody started screaming.haha.it was damn funny.especially the part where she was shouting for her sister.oh my.haha.then bussed all they way back to school with joan and sam. and bussed back home.my travelling time today can total up to abt 2 hours.haha.
ahh.woman pls be alright kay?this is the third time already.im praying hard for u that ur hand gonna be alright.and pls dun land urself in hospital again.take care.love ya!=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AOW CI HUI!!
pls just shut up.

2006-11-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

went to make my contacts this morning.tried on a few pairs of spectacles.none on them looked good on me.=(then went swimming!love the water.ended up toking to woman the whole time.but i still manage to swim 7 laps.yay.went to her house for dinner.ate a LOT.and i realise i gained one kg during the holidays.ahh.wth.oh i found my file!phew.my grandma hid it with the pile of newspapers!omg.scared the wits out of me.

i dun wanna care anymore.

2006-11-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

omg omg where is my file.i officially lost my file.damn.tkgs open house went really well today.but the crowd was really PATHETIC.we had to sing one song for a audience of 2?and we repeated thank you for the music for dunno how many times.im really sick of that song now.piano lesson then went shopping with mummy.mummy bout quite a lot of stuff today.i wanted a shorts but they dun have my size but they got mummy's size.argh.so she got it.damn.so jealous of her.haha.went pluck for ice cream.oh my.it was yummy..love the chocolate with marshmallow. =)
what the hell is wrong with you?i told u i cnt and thats it!dun expect me to give in to u anymore.

why am i feeling this way?what in the world is wrong with me? why cant i pretend that everything is fine,smile and shrug it off?
take me away.

2006-11-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

ahh.damn it i cnt find my file!ahh.hope its with maine.=(extended studies was fun today.eating seaweeds during emaths and chem.and then vyl and sam shared a mini apple during amaths.haha.thats really funny.wasnt reeling well so din go for choir.went to see doc with anqi.came home and slept like a pig.=)

i have no idea why u are behaving this way.but if its because of what i said then im sorry.
im really tired of u guys asking the same qn over and over again.

the 2nd day.

2006-11-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

bio.learnt abt excretion and had bio mock spa.its was okay i guess cos it wasnt really individual work looking at what maine and i did.haha.saw miss yong in school today.damn.i really dun wan her to become my bio teacher again.i cnt concentrate during her lessons always ended up toking to maine.miss tay slides is good and useful too.ple let miss tay be our sec 4 bio teacher.pls...ss.played bingo and hangman again.haha.joan is really deprived of childhood man.dun know how to play bingo and hangman.haha.but that woman won of the firstround of bingo.wth.lady luck is really on her side.econs.had a copying marathon.damn exciting.haha.
went bugis with peihsin and angelica after that to buy the chalet stuff but in the end went shopping.=)went pluck to eat the ice cream.they serve really really yummy ice cream there and sold lots of nice stuff.shall go there again to have my tiramisu ice cream.bussed home after that.
oh my.im worrying for u woman.haha.if u really dun want just say so.i can say it for u if u want?haha.=)love ya!

the first day..

2006-11-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

i spent my entire day in school today.boos.had amaths first.had this teacher called miss lee.omg.her pronounciation is really bad.ruler is pronounced to be luler.material is bacteria.axis is axic.omg.i think my spoken eng will be just like hers if i continue hearing her eng.chem.boring.ss was fun and hilarious.played bingo and hangman cos we were really bored.it took sherm they all to guess the hypocrisy.opps and i wanna say that i spell hypocrisy wrongly.haha.sry u guys.haha. econs, last period.mdm goh's period.damn.she made joan and maine stand up just because we talked too much.wth.then had choir.ahh almost 5 hours of singing and then had to stay back to sort out the como tu song for miss lim.ahh.hope theres no bio spa mock tmr.im really lazy to do experiments.

im so done with you guys.

hey you.rest well.=)

2006-10-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

extended studies was kinda okay.stayed in aircon room for all three periods.had bio,geog and chem.mrs lim tols us how scary sec 4 life gonna be.we must at least have 3 hours of revison per day.wth.but i think i really got to start my revison now but i always lack the determination.did no studying today ended up sleeping.damn.students were called up to see whether they shuld drop any sub or take combine science.now everyone is in a dilema whether they shuld take combine science or stick to pure sci.fortunately, my name wasnt called.phew.
geog was fun.haha.did something to joan.chem.eleanor, sam and i used the com and then got caught by miss ho so she said she will take $500 worth of something from us.wth..thus we thought that she will take our mp3 or handphones from us.in the end, we hid all our handphones in our bag.haha.

yesterday.had choir prac.miss yin came.was fun but tiring.then went bugis and had this mini heritage tour aat haiji street and discovered many nice shops there.wannna go there again.there was this particular shop called house of japan that sold 2nd hand kimonos and jeans.tried on a few and i looked really retarded.haha.

im gonna wear this gown/dress.no idea what its called and scare the hell out of u choir people during chalet.haha.watch out! =)

2006-10-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

ahh.realised that i got loads of choir prac during the holidays.sigh.and theres spa during extended studies.crap.

theres a part of me that says yes but theres another part of me that says no.

2006-10-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

oh my im exhausted.what a long day today.went vivo city with qi today.watched THE PRESTIGE.quite a nice show actually.but the starting and the middle part was kinda confusing cos it showed the future and then the past and it went back to the future.really got me puzzled for a moment.when we entered the movie theatre, omg!there was so much ''LIVE'' shows goin on.haha.if u noe what i mean.couple smooching.we were totally laughing our heads off.and someone totally spoiled the ambience by saying."ai ya sit in the middle, later i want to go toilet how?"that was totally hilarious.haha.at the end of the show, my first reactions was HUH?.the twist at the end made the movie worthwhile to watch.not like the stupid death note.argh.shopped around while waiting for chun aik they all to come.but they din come in the end.so qi and i decided to train to douby ghaut to have the crispy chicken.opps i asked the uncle to add more chilli and we ended up drinking one large lemonade from kfc and one bottle of pink dolphin.haha.taxi home and went to playground.sat and talked.
then went town with mum for the midnight shopping sale.omg.what a letdown.when we arrived, most of the shops were closed except for shops at wisma.and theres wasnt anything nice.so went back home after walking for a bit.my legs are killing me right now.argh.

cant we tok about something else and not always that sub?

fickled-minded.

2006-10-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

just had a nap.feeling so good right now.haha.anyways extended studies was pure boredom today.but had fun during operation cleanup.shermaine tan,joan,sam and i were cleaning mdm's goh precious OHP.basically we were just slacking cos theres isnt really a need to have four people to clean one pathetic OHP.yeah.had report book back later on.i think i did okay.not really as bad as i tout it was.=)
then went to watch death note with qi.went to bugis but they din have the show so we headed to marina square instead.bout the tickets and went to have lunch at Hans.on our way to Hans, we met this lady who wanted to go Sakae sushi but have no idea where is it.so being the kind us, we helped her find her way to sakae sushi.she was on the phone the whole time and the funny thing was, she looked like a total jap and speaks jap but she speaks to us in chin.so what is she?haha.
okay.im not happy with the movie DEATH NOTE.its a stupid and boring show.
was practically yawning throughout the entire show.the only part that was exciting was the GRUDGE 2 trailer.that trailer scared the wits out of me.haha.was covering my eyes the whole time.din dare to see anything.ahh.i cnt handle horror shows.
i dun like DEATH NOTE AT ALL.first,qi said that the guy was hot but it is so not true.secondly, the show was damn draggy and it was in jap language.but im really amazed at the amt of junk food ''L'' (one of the characters)can eat.he actually poke the mrashmallow,chocolate,eclairs, cookies into a stick.like satay style.and just continue eating and eating.how i wish i could be like him.eat all that junk and not grow fat.haha.but i guess i will still watch DEATH NOTE 2(if theres one) cos i wanna know the ending.

CAM!THANKS FOR THE PRESENT!I LOVE IT!U MADE MY DAY!haha.LOVE YA!

hypocrisy

2006-10-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

the weather kinda gloomy now.reflects my mood today.hate the feeling of having too much time at hand and dunno how to waste it away. argh.theres extended studies tmr.ahh.but gonna go movies after that.yay.dun feel like goin home.
seriously shuld stop myself from eating too much junk food.getting fatter and fatter by the day.argh.

u dun mean it rite?

its none of ur business.so can u pls stop interfering?